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Mind This For Me

by Juanita Porteiro

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1.
Intro 01:50
I′ve been searching for the right way to start How to give a page with every single part Open up my mind put it down on paper Open up my heart so you see it's vapour I used to be cold It used to be frozen I′m opening my soul so you see where my heart is You'll see rooms that have never been seen by anybody Places I don't even go You′ll see hurt that has never been seen by anybody Places I don′t even go I'm good though
2.
Brand New 03:16
Dropped out There′s nothing left here to build on Nothing but dream, imagination where do we go from here? Where do we go from here? Have we lost our minds? If so where did we lose them? Can't be too hard to find Endless loop of confusion Brand new (It all started from the very beginning) Brand new (A clean slate, where no mistakes lay) I′m brand new (Who would've thought it?) I'm brand new (I′m brand new) Watch out Watch out world you know I′m coming for you Hands high Praising my God soon you will be too (Open your eyes to see it) Purpose is thrown around a lot Have you ever thought around whatever you want? Whatever you want? Look above at all the possibilities you have To choose from, to choose from (yeah) Take it or leave it (Take it or leave it) The gift is yours receive it (The gift is yours receive it) Run free to those who need it (Run free to those who need it) Open your eyes to see it (Open your eyes to see it) Oh I'm brand new Brand new (Brand new in you) Brand new (Brand new, I′m made new in you) I'm brand new (Open your eyes to see it) I′m brand new (Open your eyes to see it)
3.
Open up your mind, open up your heart I′ve been thinking 'bout it all day What else do you have to say? What goes on behind your eyes? Talk to me and just speak your mind Speak your mind Don′t you see that baby I've got you in my mind Running 'round in circles, stuck and I′m losing time Time, time, time Wasting time, seek and find The openness of people Needs to be up high the pinnacle On preference, don′t be cynical I've got your message, here it goes: You′re needy, me too Rejection is a real thing, it's true Open up your mind and speak the truth (yeah) I′ll be here for you and you'll be here too You′ll be here I just need a person to be open (Just be honest with me) Open to talk about the real- Sick and tired of the bulls- Eye moving on the target Changing all the goals I hit I just want to throw my hands up I'm losing, I feel like I'm losing I′m telling you the truth and I′ve got nothing to lose here Get in deep work through it You've got something say it Don′t be so afraid, it could free you everyday Open the door and show me more Don't you see that baby I′ve got you in my mind Running 'round in circles, stuck and I′m losing time Moving through the scene of a 50's set Singing in the Rain got my brain all wet (Ahhh, yeah?) Wasting time, seek and find Rise and shine, speak your mind I'm just so sick of the surface stuff (yeah) "Hi, how you going?" just ain′t enough You can tell me about yourself The way you think, the way you feel Your inconsistencies, your in′s and out's Your pain, it counts (yeah) Don′t you see that baby I've got you in my mind Running ′round in circles, stuck and I'm losing time Moving through the scene of a 50′s set Singing in the Rain got my brain all wet (yeah) Wasting time, seek and find Rise and shine, speak your mind Open up your mind, open up your heart
4.
43 03:00
There′s a place That I want to show you And I know you'll be scared for me I haven′t shown anybody So I'm welcoming you in I've got only three minutes Here left of your visit Unless you were planning to stay I don′t mind if you wander around for a while Just don′t look inside somewhere you can rely on Skeletons in my closet, fear burning my fireplace Nothing left of my confidence and less than none on my dinner plate But, there is nothing here for you to worry about Unless you are ready to be kicked out I've been waiting for some time now To open up on my mind and wow I′ve never opened the blinds And now the sun is ready to shine (I guess) Leave nothing left behind (I guess) I never wanted to lie to you But here, I'm ready to spill the truth (yeah) Let me show you to the other room There′s a place That I want to show you And I know you'll be scared for me I haven′t shown anybody So I'm welcoming you in Before we enter I want you to know That this is where my head hurts And where I don't go Got no problems to solve When I ignore my own And it′s all well and good, ′till I face them alone On the 43rd minute my head can't forget it I′ve got no more room to move The walls moving in, I've got pain in my chest And my hands on both sides of the room My head reaching out for air This room isn′t where I stand This room is not my strength It's crippling (It′s crippling) There's a place That I want to show you And I know you'll be scared for me I haven′t shown anybody So I′m welcoming you in
5.
Grow Up 02:54
What I don′t want to see, I listen to What I don't want to hear, I watch I′m not moving at all, I'm stagnant I don't wanna be here stuck I want to grow up I feel like a child, waiting for the answer Stop asking me questions, I don′t know the answer I′ve got people asking me, "who are you gonna be?" I say I guess I don't really know just yet I have big dreams and little legs Can′t move too quick I take my chance, I'm getting there Can′t move too quick Oh I have my projects I've got music you don′t ask about it I won't tell you nothing Don't act like you have a right to know it If you knew anything about me You wouldn′t have to ask me about my dreams My dreams What I don′t want to see, I listen to What I don't want to hear, I watch I′m not moving at all, I'm stagnant I don′t wanna be here stuck I want to grow up I let you in my head I'm getting my dream back (dream back) I′m getting my dream back I'm getting my dream back My dream, dream, dream back (Oooh, yeah) (I lost control here a little bit, But that's alright, I guess...)
6.
So Be It 03:45
(So be it) I′ve been up and down I've been learning about how I could Be better and see clearer I′ve been in and out of what you would call a good mindset Framing all my words, focus in on all the wrong things Spiral down a curve, spin off into the deep end I've been in and out of what you would call a good mindset So be it If I can't do it right So be it If I lose in the night So be it I need to open my eyes So be it, so be it, so be it, so be it Let it be I′ve been wasting time I procrastinate a lot I can see differently now I can tell when things are off but I′ve been in and out of what you would call a good mindset I, I project a lot and it's my, all my fault I do wrong and that′s okay Forgive me by the way 'Cause there′s gonna come a day When you're gon′ hear me say So be it If I can't do it right So be it If I lose in the night So be it I need to open my eyes So be it, so be it, so be it, so be it So be it If I'm alone for the day So be it Tomorrow won′t be the same So be it I need to openly say So be it, so be it, so be it, so be it I need to learn to let it be I need to learn to let it be I need to learn to let it be (let it be) I need to learn to let it be (go on, go let it be) Let it be So be it Go on, go let it be So be it So it goes, so it goes, let it be Let it be So be it Go on go let it be So be it So it goes, so it goes, let it be I need to learn, to let it be I need to learn, to let it be So it goes, so it goes, let it be So it goes, so it goes, let it be
7.
Wild World 04:28
(Yeah, one two, one two three...) There′s a place where I learnt to go It's a wild world Where the sun can′t melt the snow And I know what you're thinking You think I've been drinking But, frankly it′s where I belong It′s a crazy world, and that's where I feel at home Some days I just lose my mind (I lose my mind) I feel so low that I dwell and get stuck On a roll and my mood just ain′t right I need an escape from my day to day Some way, some how get me above the clouds And I'll fly away I want to fly away There′s a place where I learnt to go It's a wild world Where the sun can′t melt the snow And I know what you're thinking You think I've been drinking But, frankly it′s where I belong It′s a crazy world, and that's where I feel at home (home) I stop, take a breath And I close my eyes I open my mind, to what′s inside And you know, where I go It's where it starts Creating art from a growing heart There′s a place where I learnt to go It's a wild world Where the sun can′t melt the snow And I know what you're thinking You think I've been drinking But, frankly it′s where I belong It′s a crazy world, and that's where I feel at home (It′s where I feel) There's a place (there′s a place) Where I (where I) learnt to go (I learnt to go) It's a wild world (It′s a wild, wild world) Where the sun can't melt the snow And I know what you're thinking You think I′ve been drinking But, frankly it′s where I belong It's a crazy world, and that′s where I feel at home (home)
8.
Nothing 04:38
You got to see, got to learn how to let it all go Did I miss the memo? It seems that the lesson you got was in how to control Did I miss the call? I hold on, most of the time I take on what you say There is no time of day that I can waste Yet I focus on the fake and get bent out of shape ′Cause they didn't think through what they say to me I need a break to read through it all It takes a while to understand where you′re coming from 'Cause my mind ain't right I can′t see through, I ain′t got night vision No, not like you It's all facing inward It′s all about me I want to be set free 'cause it seems (yuh) In every conversation, I′m the topic (ha) In every situation, I'm the drop it (drop) In every chain I′m the weak In every strong I'm the hold What do I control? Nothing I'm nothing without you There′s a part of everybody At least one, maybe two That is broken beyond fixing And no one has the glue It′s not a blu-tacky thing To move on get the ring And pay the fine for your life But you don't have to just survive There′s a man in the clouds Who is listening now And He wants you around when you pass on (When you go to the heavens) And all I've gotta say, is there′s no other way But the power and grace of His name (Jesus) Nothing I'm nothing without you (Yeah it′s true I need you)
9.
They'll Wait 04:23
Don′t speak, slow down I know where you're at now You can rest here And know that It′s alright I've got you near And I will forever be holding you tight I know the pain Bubbling inside your veins I know it's strange (know) And all that is gonna change but, You can rest here And know that It′s alright I′ve got you near And I will forever be holding you tight Open up your eyes and see The world outside is waiting I know you're scared to grab your wings I′ll hold your hand when that time (time, time) Comes again And they'll wait for you For as long as you need them to Stop right there, lay your head down Take a breath you can rest now (You can, you can, you can) You can rest here And know that it′s alright You can rest here And know that it's alright
10.
I′ve got time to smooth things over I know that's true I got people ahead and further Better than you, for me I know it′s hard for me to see Past here and now But, I've got time and room to move the furniture around This house right here is not brand new Oh it's been a while Since we opened the doors just for you To see who lives inside You don′t know who I am but that′s okay I'm a work-in-progress woman Growing right in front of your face Going up, feeling down And my head, spinning ′round but It'll get better than this (right) I′ll be better than this (yeah) My head is in the clouds And He's showing me around The music you can hear it now I feel free but still tied down I know what you see ain′t what you get But, now though I've got room to move and breathe again Deep breath, inhale I'mma live to tell the tale, I′mma live to tell the tale Front door, is where I welcome you Back door, is where you sneak out After I show, you all the rooms in my head I know they′re messy, they need some cleaning up I'm getting ready, to clear it out I got my head on straight for the first time And it′s a great day on this earth right Spring cleaning in August got rain on my sweater A time that you find, oh no there is no better To grow and evolve in the words of creator Grow in the knowledge of Christ now, forever He sees through all of the things I do To try and hide from you So I'm giving it all back, giving it all back He sees through all of the things I do To try and escape from view So I′m giving it all back, giving it all back Giving it all back Giving it back I'm giving it back (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
11.
Ladies and Gentlemen, what you are about to hear Is the untold story of how a girl just disappeared You see, she wasn′t one of them. No, not the girl thought of now and then She had quite a dream, that nobody believed in But, she knew what she had so she started to sing. She sang and she sang, 'till someone heard her voice That someone was in the sky, that someone was named God He gave her that voice, and showed her how to use it He looked her in the eye, and taught her how to fly One time, one moment (no) Two times, they told me Told me to stop that, what I′m doing They told me to stop that, stop trying They said, you should go to uni, get a job (ehhh) You will get more money, I don't really care about that (no i don't) I don′t really think about that like you do But, you can watch me win a Grammy I′mma bring it back Tell you not to stab another person in the back Let a girl dream, let her do her thing Just because you can't see it Don′t mean it ain't for me Of course, I did not know how to tell them I sat back and listened to all of the negative words they said I could not pretend, so I called on God (dear Lord) I wish I could fly Over towns and through all of the clouds Won′t you give me wings Teach me how to follow the wind I just want to see all the things you've put in place for me Oh please show me how (ladies and gentlemen) I should probably give you something here to think about A wise man, the one man, most dope of them all said "Be you, and you′ll be fine" But, I'mma be better than fine, here's why I can live on bread and water for a month (for a month) I don′t need a fancy car I′ve got one (Max) I don't need a degree from a big Uni To show you how much music means to me I want to see the world, want to see the king set you free I′mma see it all because He put the dream inside me I'm gon′ be me, I'll be fine "Be you and you will be fine" I just want to fly again I wish I could fly Over towns and through all of the clouds Won′t you give me wings Teach me how to follow the wind I just want to see all the things you've put in place for me Oh please show me how (ladies and gentlemen)
12.
There′s something peaceful about it Knowing there's more to me than what I see And there′s a grace that surrounds it And that my friend makes my heart sing I look above to the clouds Open my eyes and see All the goodness that you've got for me An endless supply of love All the goodness that you've got for me There′s something peaceful about it Knowing there′s more to me than what I see (what I see) And there's a grace that surrounds it And that my friend makes my heart sing (makes my heart sing) Oooh, I get it Oooh, I get it I get it now I get it, the feeling inside it′s barbaric Don't sweat it I′ve been growing from the one who was broken To someone who knows who she is I get it, you're trying to fit in, don′t do it Conforming is ruined, it's outed It's losing, it′s scared to be different ′Cause different is weird, it's unique though I′m here to say it, get out and write it Stand up and play it Don't fall for the lies, don′t trip on the wires Just grab your wings let's fly I look above to the clouds Open my eyes and see All the goodness that you′ve got for me An endless supply of love (love) All the goodness that you've got for me There's something peaceful about it Knowing there′s more to me than what I see (what I see) And there′s a grace that surrounds it And that my friend makes my heart sing (makes my heart sing) There's something peaceful about it Knowing there′s more to me than what I see (what I see) And there's a grace that surrounds it And that my friend makes my heart sing (makes my heart sing)

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In 2020, from her home in a small town on the east coast of Australia, Juanita began collating some of her random tracks she wrote throughout the years. One of which was named ‘Welcome To My Life’. Although this song didn’t end up on the final track list of her debut album, she marks it as the beginning of the ‘Mind This For Me’ era. “I just started writing about how I was feeling in the moment…writing for myself, to myself.” Juanita described this project as a “raw, extended diary entry” in a poem she wrote and released paired with the album.

The project explores many layers of emotion, referring to Juanita’s mind as the house she dwells in. “You’ll see rooms that have never been seen by anybody…places I don’t even go” (Lyrics from the Intro track). This theme is extended throughout the album as a way of exploring the idea that the further you go into a person’s house, the more you know about them. Juanita uses this concept to welcome you into her life lyrically.

In October of 2020 Juanita was introduced to Alex Brollo, a multi-instrumentalist, artist, and producer. The two brought the project from the first draft, to the mastered version that was released, with each track flowing into one another in sequence. ‘Speak Your Mind’ is the third track on the record and was released as the single in June of 2021. Following that, ‘Mind This For Me’ was published in July that year. Since then, Juanita has joined forces with other Australian artists releasing singles including Let You In and Sentimental, with more set to release in the coming months.

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released July 16, 2021

Prod: Alex Brollo

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Juanita Porteiro Newcastle, Australia

Although Juanita is known for her energetic stage presence, her studio recordings tend to hit more of a relaxed, sweet vibe that is easy to get lost in. Juanita’s sound is influenced by a range of artists such as Mac Miller, Anderson Paak., Billie Eilish and more. All of which inspire her to consistently reach new levels of creativity within her work. ... more

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